Corbin Bernsen : Yet another day of odd feelings. All complicated by writing this at 36,000 feet as I fly back from New York to Los Angeles. But I feel okay today. Oddly okay. Which concerns me. While I don't like the pain I've been experiencing over the last few weeks and certainly in the last week, I strangely miss it. I feel like my mother's passing is passing through me too quickly. I want to continue feeling more emotion. But I don't. Again, I'm oddly, "okay" And it's not as though she's suddenly "forgotten." I know my life is now overflowing with her memories and a commitment to do the work she would want me to be doing, for her, in her name. That hasn't gone anywhere. So maybe I'm simply adjusting to the new state of living, the new journey. Maybe I'm moving into the truest sense of celebrating. I do feel like I've begun celebrating her life now. No real tears over the last few days, not even a need to, and forced back. More smiles than tears. Someone told me, "don't worry, another wave will hit you." I'm sure it will, I know it will, but today I celebrate while the going is good.
I know my deepest concern now is that she is not forgotten, by me, or others. I'd hate to think that a new news story breaking at 6 wipes the memory of her away and we're onto the next. She had far too many important lessons to be learned to be forgotten anytime soon. And I have a responsibility to keep them alight and conveyed. So when I start to feel "okay," I get concerned. Better now. Thanks for listening. 6 days ago - View -
Amy's Baking Company Bakery Boutique & Bistro : Obviously our Facebook, YELP, Twitter and Website have been hacked. We are working with the local authorities as well as the FBI computer crimes unit to ensure this does not happen again. We did not post those horrible things. Thank You Amy &Samy 9 days ago - View -